Wow i have so many ideas of things i want to do...just dont have the mind to actually do them--i really need to start drawing again--all the stuff i have on here is nothing of what i can do now--uggghhh...i really need to get my creative touch back on--its like i pressded the button on off...its so sadd...

Sleeping pills are my best friend now--i cant sleep without them--and they put a hurting on me too--i cant wake up---its horrible--nothing will work-not a blast of music...or even enthusiasm--i feel like crap.

On the brighter side some people have actually favorited my stuff on here--which makes me really happy since im still new to this site--so its a pretty good start-since the stuff i have isnt really all that great...--but its fun to look at other peoples stuff!

If youre reading this right now thanks so much!~~~thanks for checking me out~~really apreciate it!


With lots and lots of love-Hayllie!